Dear Diary,

Any questions?   This is me   

Alyssa, 22. Proud new mother.

I'm less than you'd want in a person but more than you'd expect. I'm a constant contradiction of everything I've always said I'd never be but I love who I'm becoming.








Thermochromic table by Jay Watson

imagine banging someone on that table

imagine being home alone and seeing imprints on that table

noooooo stop

Imagine having a friend sit at that table for a long while, but when they get up there’s no imprints at all.

What if you got up after trying to console a crying friend, and found that you had no imprints… and they were crying because they missed you?

This went from being inappropriate, to being scary an to just being something sad…

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id rather be vain than learn to hate myself again

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I don’t have perfect teeth, I’m not stick thin. I want to be the person who feels great in her body and can say that she loves it and doesn’t want to change anything.

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I haven’t taken my meds in over a week. Things aren’t good again. I’m not sleeping, I’ve been crying a lot, my thoughts are all over the place and they’re not always good. Things are not good again. But I don’t want to take five pills in the morning and four at night. I just want to be okay with out all that.

— 2 days ago
#at least I'm not suicidal again  #hopefully it stays that way  #i have too much to live for now  #im hoping I can keep my thoughts focused enough on the baby to keep myself safe 

I really miss my baby tonight. My mom has him since I have work early but I also worked late so I only saw him for like an hour. I’ve been crying on and off since I brought him to my moms at 8. I want my baby back. I don’t want to wait until tomorrow at 6:30. I want him now.

— 2 days ago
#my heart is so broken right now  #I don't want to work anymore  #I wanna be with my baby 








Adulthood doesn’t mean you stop drinking juice pouches and eating fruit snacks. It means buying your own. 

and mixing them with vodka

At 3 in the morning while marathoning your favorite show because nobody can tell you to go to bed.

And then regretting your decisions the next morning.

Because you have to work.

and make more money to buy fruit snacks and juice pouches.

and vodka

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One of the many things Bill Nye taught me




The difference between milk snakes and coral snakes is a crucial key to not dying. Coral snakes are extremely dangerous, and despite the low bite ratio, they can and will bite you if you’re not careful. Milk snakes are totally okay and chill. So remember, everyone.

If red touches yellow, you’re a dead fellow


But if red touches black, you’re okay jack


I read this as milk shakes and was very confused

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